SHOULD I START A COUNTDOWN NOW??? THREE MORE DAYS! I'm so happy he gets back from his trip, I haven't talked to him in what seems like three years I miss his little baby voice and scruffles in my neck. He better miss me and be so excited to see me. To think it has only been a few months of our relationship...I really like this kid.

I'm happy, beyond happy- for the first time in a really long time I have the feeling of complete happiness. I couldn't ask for more I suppose thats why I haven't been keeping up with my posts not that they're anything special, not that they do anything for anyone.

my loves too big for you...

Baby you've got the sort of hands to rip me apart
And baby you've got the sort of face to start this old heart
But your eyes are warning me this early morning
That my love's too big for you my love

It's a funny thing-putting everything on the line and not knowing what you could get back.