Day from hell.

It's impossible to fight back the tears. I let myself down, I let you down, I let everyone who was rooting for us down. To know I made the person I truly love, down hurts...more than anything.

2 years ago...

I expressed my happiness in a new relationship. Today I express my sadness as we are not together.
It hurts. I love him more than anything. But I guess those feelings aren't returned.

"I do care I just didn't want you sad."

What do you do when the person your in love with tells you they don't want you anymore.

I could've loved you all my life...

all this time i was wasting
hoping you would come around
i've given out chances
every time and all you do
is let me down
and its taking me this long
baby but i figured you out
and you've been thinking
we'd be fine again
but not this time around

and you can say that you're sorry,
you're not sorry.

I hate myself. I can't shake the feeling. I'm trying and I just don't know how.
I want to say I feel like I'm drowning and every time I get a breathe of air I'm pushed back under. Right now I don't know how to be happy. I can't be happy with anyone let alone myself.

Love & trust are the only two things that matter in a relationship.
-Miley Cyrus