Our story has three parts: a beginning, a middle, and an end. And although this is the way all stories unfold, I still can't believe that ours didn't go on forever - Nicholas Sparks.

Q: Theres this peaceful resignation going on all over For Emma. It suggests theres been some time and distance between you and the stories youre telling. Is that the case?

A: In time, yes. But in earnestness and closeness of feel, they are current, or were when I wrote them. They hadnt escaped or dissipated yet until I dealt with them, no matter how long ago they existed. Its kind of like the sores are still open. Just scarred over. So its like me sitting and examining these scars. Trying to rip them off. Discard them. Or at least explain them, so I can be at peace with them.

-Bon Iver interview.

I just hope to always be the girl that gave you butterflies.

I went out with friends, it didn't help. Got drunk, didn't do anything. Woke up again at five thinking it was all pretend

No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully and honestly return them and therefore actively love you back, these feelings mean nothing.

This week, wow what can I say about this week? I loved someone as much as I could and lost him. I wrote earlier this week of how happy I was and now its the total opposite. I was so full of love and that love was ripped from me, I'm drained and now I have nothing, I have no one. My heart is so broken, I'm so full of pain. I forgot what this emptiness feels like, I lost loneliness and now its my only friend.

Why does it hurt so much to love someone?