I haven't had one of these nights in a while.

A night where I can't catch my breathe.
Where I can't stop crying.

I can't stop missing you so trying to stop loving you is next to impossible.

I wish I knew what to say to make you want me.
I wish I knew if you missed me. Loved me.

I try to leave our past behind and move on, but I can't.
I want to be with you again. Just one more day, one more night.

I can't be your friend. I want to, but my heart can not take it.

My heart hurts. My feelings hurt.
My heart is sad, I just want you to make me smile and make my heart feel warm again.

I need the butterflies. Please.

So tonight, I pray and wish and have faith in you, for you, for us. I want there to be an us, so badly.