I never thought I could miss holding a bear so much

Anthony messaged me yesterday...

Confused.
Awkward.
Happy!
MY secret.

Happy birthday grandpa!

I miss you more than anything. I wish I had you here to talk to & for guidance.

Maybe it's over, maybe we're through,
But I honestly can say I still love you,

Maybe we reached the mountain peak,
And there's no more left to climb,
And maybe we lost the magic piece,
And we're both too blind to find,

Let's start over,
Let's give love their wings,
Let's start over,
Stop fighting 'bout the same old thing,
Let's start over,
We can't let our good love die,
Maybe we can start over,
Give love another life.

Happy what could've been fathers day.

You always hurt the one you love,
The one you shouldn't hurt at all.
You always take the sweetest rose,
And crush it till the petals fall.
You always break the kindest heart,
With a hasty word you can't recall.
So, if I broke your heart last night,
It's because I love you most of all.

Every little thing reminds me of you. As much as I hate it I love it even more.