I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate

And if it makes you less sad I'll take your pictures all down.
Every picture you paint I will paint myself out.

It's cold as a tomb and its dark in your room when I sneak to your bed to pour salt on your wounds.
So call it quits or get a grip.
You say you wanted a solution, you just wanted to be missed.

Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes on you can forget.
So you can forget.

You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.

Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes on you can forget.

Emotionally drained.

I'm going to handle this with complete grace.

I will not cry
I will not fight
I will not even pout...okay I'm human maybe a little pouting.

I'm hurt
I'm strong
I deserve more. BETTER.
I'm the one who decides what happens next.

I will forgive and forget.
I will clean out my life.
I will love myself more.

Confirmed.

You are a
piece of shit, no good, lying,
cheater.


Take a fucking bow!

Moving on.

I wish.
It's 6:28 AM. I just walked into my house. I'm trying to move on I promise.
This kid is really nice; he isn't you but he's nice.
I was held today like I meant something almost like I meant everything.
In a weird roundabout way I was reminded of how there are many out there.
& how much advantage you take of me.
My heart was AND IS shattered at you sleeping with this girl...how DARE you?
If this is how you eventually wanted it...I guess you have it your way.

I haven't had one of these nights in a while.

A night where I can't catch my breathe.
Where I can't stop crying.

I can't stop missing you so trying to stop loving you is next to impossible.

I wish I knew what to say to make you want me.
I wish I knew if you missed me. Loved me.

I try to leave our past behind and move on, but I can't.
I want to be with you again. Just one more day, one more night.

I can't be your friend. I want to, but my heart can not take it.

My heart hurts. My feelings hurt.
My heart is sad, I just want you to make me smile and make my heart feel warm again.

I need the butterflies. Please.

So tonight, I pray and wish and have faith in you, for you, for us. I want there to be an us, so badly.

I thought enough time has passed. I was wrong.
I thought we could be friends by now. But again, I was wrong.

It's too soon. It still hurts too much.
As much as I smile and as happy I try to act, I'm still in too much pain.

I still love you. I'm sorry, we can't be friends yet.

Every time he smiles, I let him in again.

Say it, we made it through the storm now
But I'm still on the look out.

I'm boarding up the windows
Locking up my heart
It's like every time the wind blows
I feel it tearing us apart.

I'm sad.
I miss you.
I want to talk to you.
I would love to be with you.
I want to kiss you.
Just breathe you.
Is this too much to ask?
Too much to hold in?

Round and around and around and around we go...

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay

The reason I hold on
'Cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving

The Girl

When you cry a piece of my heart dies,
Knowing that I may have been the cause.

If you were to leave, fulfill someone else's dream
I think I might totally be lost.