I'm a loss for words for the betrayal I have been exposed to. Anthony has been actively dating Courtney. Courtney has been punishing me and treating me terribly- words can not express how terrible. I've heard the truth from people I never would expect to know anything. Ryan and Danny actively have been lying to my face about what they know, which I understand, but why keep telling me to fight for it?
I keep telling myself to not forgive anyone, but by nature I am so incredibly forgiving and I feel myself already saying "oh it's okay."
