I can't seem to stop this feeling. Every time I feel I've everything going my way something knocks me back a few steps. My heart is just so sad and broken. It was once filled with love and faith but that is slowly fading away. I want my boyfriend back. I want an "I love you" or even "I miss you", that's just hoping.
It won't come. I keep thinking back to answering my phone to "I'm outside" I'm hoping for that call to come again. I'm hoping for happiness in my relationship again. I want to say I have faith it will but faith hasn't shown me much lately.
