So I apologized for being a psycho with A, it led to him telling me he was going to focus on himself and I should do the same.
I get it. Okay, I really don't. Two/three weeks ago it was "you're the one I love, I would marry you and give you this", why doesn't he get I'm not asking him to give me anything BUT his love and heart?
So I feel really shitty about myself, I'm going to dinner with DJ tomorrow, he'll make me feel better.
