My almost lover, I'm trying not to think of about you

“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was hurricane.” ― John Green, Looking for Alaska I've been doing better lately I think and now he's on his way to my house to drop off a ring...God I pray that it is more than just to give me a ring. Come watch a movie with me, hug me, love me one more time, anything just don't leave my side after the ten seconds it will take to hand me a ring. I can't even remember what ring it is that I lost there.