I think one of the most hurtful things I've ever heard Anthony say was him telling me he "didn't really like" me. To hear the person I love utter those words just tore at every string inside of me. Tonight I apologized for what happened. (Even though the purpose of what happened wasn't supposed to affect him.) I messed up and I wouldn't want that done to me. I really care about Anthony TOO much to have put a picture up with David to be malicious. The purpose was Vanessa and me being drunk and foolish affected the wrong person. 

I feel better I apologized in person.